Oscarisms

I had a massive breakdown crying spree on the stupidity of higher education a couple weeks ago. I received a beautiful brand new accounting certificate in the mail.  During the summer all Canadian accounting organizations merged into one. I went from being a CMA to being a CPA. EXCEPT I'm on permanent disability, never to work in accounting again, mailed the new certificate in error during the merging of data bases. I worked so very hard to get an education, to ensure it was in a field that would always exist, to ensure I'd never be on the poor side of poverty again.  The uncertainty of life is hard. 

If spring is seen as a new beginning is fall seen as an ending? The dormant browns blanketing our scenery would seem to think so. There I'd nothing to indicate any hope ahead, just more bleakness.